When I was a kid, I had an entirely stressful childhood.
I watched my parents fight all of the time. My mom was in and out of jail and my dad was a drug addict. My mom was abusing alcohol, but thankfully she never injected drugs into her body like my dad did. He died when I was 30 years old and I did not know him much at all. I still have a lot of anger from my childhood and sometimes I do not know what to do with it. I have a short temper and I have a zero tolerance for stupidity. I usually smoke marijuana before work so I do not get miserable all the time. When I smoke marijuana, I feel much more calm and relaxed. Even though Indica strains make me tired, I still always use an Indica in the day to make me feel relaxed and calm. Sativa strains work great, however they do not have the same call me and fantastic effect as indica’s like OG kush, blackberry kush, and bubba kush. The Kush strains sit out in my mind because they are always high with thc and they have dense, thick buds. Medical marijuana products make me feel a lot more like most people else around me. I try not to get into my head all of the time, but with a mom that is currently in prison and a dad that died from a drug overdose, what can you expect? It’s all I can do to keep from joining a cult or jumping off the bridge.